Post by Mario the black knight on Jan 10, 2011 2:08:05 GMT -5
She needs to stop doing that.
She's mad that I keep turning down the heater when she cranks it up because she thinks the thermostat somehow doesn't work at certain numbers (which it does just fine) She thinks it needs to be up higher when it's colder to compensate, which makes literally no sense, since the thermostat does that for you, but she doesn't understand basic technology, so she continues to waste my electricity and our oil simply because shes a moron.
She started yelling at me out of the blue about it because shes crazy, telling me to turn it up, dispite it not being even remotely cold, and she doesn't consider the fact that her body hasn't functioned right in years, so everyone has to suffer because she destroyed herself. She randomly feels cold or hot, and randomly smells things, I think she may legitimately have brain damage.
And she keeps trying to pretend to be the boss when she literally has no authority now. I pay the bills, except one, the phone, which she ignores and just gets other people to pay for her whenever they threaten to shut it off. She is literally responsible for less than $50 a month in bills, and she can't handle it. I pay the rent now, which was a COLOSSAL $14 a month due to the housing authority, and even that was reduced to a STAGGERING $5 a month, and she still probably won't try to pay it next month! It costs more to get Netflix than it does to pay our rent, and she can't handle it! I pay everything and she still pretends shes boss, HER HOUSE, HER EVERYTHING!!! No it isn't you drunken old whore. She shamelessly and blatently frauds people, and she honestly thinks shes doing better than me. And where does that money go? To getting her drunk, and to pay to make her friends drunk, and to get bags of tobacco, because her new thing is to roll them herself because she thinks it makes her smoke less, and by the way I think shes also starting on drugs for this same reason, because I know for a fact White man carries them regularly. She wastes her fraud money, and government money, and acts like shes worth a damn to anyone. Her friends only like her because she has somewhere to stay, booze, and occationally, food. The neighbors ignore her at this point, and dispise her, and only talk to me because they know I dislike her more than they do. And all this, and she still somehow thinks shes the boss.
The only ONLY reason I haven't left is because I simply can't afford to yet. There are no options within my price range, and the real clincher is that I'm also most likely incapable of living on my own because of the fact that she has all but neglected to teach me ANY valueable life skills, so she even found a way to fuck that up for me. Plus, at this point, I can't go until I have my licence so I can get tags on my car, so I can move my stuff, and of course, my car. Once I have an even remotely viable option for leaving though, I am out, and I can garentee you, she will not survive here alone, She cannot comprehend how much it costs to actually pay the electric bill in full, which is ridiculously inflated by her already outstanding debt brought on by not paying for AT LEAST half a year, probably longer, when I picked up the bill almost a year and a half ago. I'm on a payment plan right now that will still take at least 3 YEARS to pay off in full from the amount of debt she accumulated. She absolutely cannot afford that, on her alcoholics salary. She is so sheltered by other people enabling her that she would LITERALLY die if she didn't have people keeping her little house of cards standing for her. After I leave, I can garentee you she will be dead or homeless within the year, thats how pathetic she is right now. And it's hilarious(in the most morbid and terrible way) when she threatens to leave. Oh god, whatever will I do without the horrendous hemeraging of money, constant baradings, and drunken hobos constantly populating the house!? I just hope she can get AAA to tow her car 5 miles to some parking lot with all her needless tacky shit magically stuffed in there so she can live in her magical world alone.
I have to leave though, I can't stand being stuck with this shit. This is simply ridiculous. I'm really hoping Dylan tries to move out too, he's wanted to for years with his girlfriend, although his situation is much better, he just wants to move away only because he wants a bigger house, unlike me he'll actually visit his mom, since she is the total opposite of my mom, in the fact that shes one of the best moms ever. Plus, it's just normal for him to want to move, since unlike all moms friends, he doesn't want to live with his parents for the rest of his life. I could definately handle living with him and his girlfriend if he asked. Just anything but here.
God, I'm angry, can't you tell?
She's mad that I keep turning down the heater when she cranks it up because she thinks the thermostat somehow doesn't work at certain numbers (which it does just fine) She thinks it needs to be up higher when it's colder to compensate, which makes literally no sense, since the thermostat does that for you, but she doesn't understand basic technology, so she continues to waste my electricity and our oil simply because shes a moron.
She started yelling at me out of the blue about it because shes crazy, telling me to turn it up, dispite it not being even remotely cold, and she doesn't consider the fact that her body hasn't functioned right in years, so everyone has to suffer because she destroyed herself. She randomly feels cold or hot, and randomly smells things, I think she may legitimately have brain damage.
And she keeps trying to pretend to be the boss when she literally has no authority now. I pay the bills, except one, the phone, which she ignores and just gets other people to pay for her whenever they threaten to shut it off. She is literally responsible for less than $50 a month in bills, and she can't handle it. I pay the rent now, which was a COLOSSAL $14 a month due to the housing authority, and even that was reduced to a STAGGERING $5 a month, and she still probably won't try to pay it next month! It costs more to get Netflix than it does to pay our rent, and she can't handle it! I pay everything and she still pretends shes boss, HER HOUSE, HER EVERYTHING!!! No it isn't you drunken old whore. She shamelessly and blatently frauds people, and she honestly thinks shes doing better than me. And where does that money go? To getting her drunk, and to pay to make her friends drunk, and to get bags of tobacco, because her new thing is to roll them herself because she thinks it makes her smoke less, and by the way I think shes also starting on drugs for this same reason, because I know for a fact White man carries them regularly. She wastes her fraud money, and government money, and acts like shes worth a damn to anyone. Her friends only like her because she has somewhere to stay, booze, and occationally, food. The neighbors ignore her at this point, and dispise her, and only talk to me because they know I dislike her more than they do. And all this, and she still somehow thinks shes the boss.
The only ONLY reason I haven't left is because I simply can't afford to yet. There are no options within my price range, and the real clincher is that I'm also most likely incapable of living on my own because of the fact that she has all but neglected to teach me ANY valueable life skills, so she even found a way to fuck that up for me. Plus, at this point, I can't go until I have my licence so I can get tags on my car, so I can move my stuff, and of course, my car. Once I have an even remotely viable option for leaving though, I am out, and I can garentee you, she will not survive here alone, She cannot comprehend how much it costs to actually pay the electric bill in full, which is ridiculously inflated by her already outstanding debt brought on by not paying for AT LEAST half a year, probably longer, when I picked up the bill almost a year and a half ago. I'm on a payment plan right now that will still take at least 3 YEARS to pay off in full from the amount of debt she accumulated. She absolutely cannot afford that, on her alcoholics salary. She is so sheltered by other people enabling her that she would LITERALLY die if she didn't have people keeping her little house of cards standing for her. After I leave, I can garentee you she will be dead or homeless within the year, thats how pathetic she is right now. And it's hilarious(in the most morbid and terrible way) when she threatens to leave. Oh god, whatever will I do without the horrendous hemeraging of money, constant baradings, and drunken hobos constantly populating the house!? I just hope she can get AAA to tow her car 5 miles to some parking lot with all her needless tacky shit magically stuffed in there so she can live in her magical world alone.
I have to leave though, I can't stand being stuck with this shit. This is simply ridiculous. I'm really hoping Dylan tries to move out too, he's wanted to for years with his girlfriend, although his situation is much better, he just wants to move away only because he wants a bigger house, unlike me he'll actually visit his mom, since she is the total opposite of my mom, in the fact that shes one of the best moms ever. Plus, it's just normal for him to want to move, since unlike all moms friends, he doesn't want to live with his parents for the rest of his life. I could definately handle living with him and his girlfriend if he asked. Just anything but here.
God, I'm angry, can't you tell?
